Right ear pressed against your mighty back. Between shoulder blades of grandeur it rests. Behind those walls; your heart’s beats emit a thundering applause. Though it’s muffled and all; it still shakes them all. Emitting vibrations you won’t believe. I’m at peace. I love lingering here in this stunning condition. I love to hear you breathe.

I need this for this soul of mine. I never knew how much. The search begins when she calls for you. This is a lovely sound. But…Quick breathing. So quick. Slow down with me now. My deep breaths provide a soothing blueprint. There is no need to make a sound. I transcend to higher states of mind. (I wonder if He knows.) I love to hear you breath.

I thought I would love your heart’s applause more than anything. How cliche of me? I’m captivated by your ru’aah’s moan. I truly admire the sleeping beast. His presence fully void of apathy. He is always conscious of His reward to be. So, for being vigilant over the whole of me. I adore you. I love to hear you breathe.

Slow deep breaths; I take. Deep breath in, pause and a long breath out. I feel us start to synchronize. This is where I close my eyes. My She is now my guide. Searching for you using my vigorous light. Once more in this time machine. Drifting slowly through heaven sent and to the next seen. I love to hear you breathe.

Here in this moment, I start to visualize what’s happening inside of me. I feel swayed to elevate; to an easier side of me. I am convinced that this is it. You’ll always be this part of me. As I lay outside of your ruddy walls. I ahava to ahab you Adoni. I love to hear you breathe.

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Because I Am A reflection of HIM. Because for so long I have missed HIM. I wondered if he would come. Now I live.

YAH let HIM find me. Now my story has begun. Ordained by Abba in the position of My Master he stands.

I hold His hand. I am loyal. His DNA stains the fibers of my inner things.

I vow a vow of patience, submission, substance, and truth. I’m honored to be chosen by the soul of you. I am enthralled by your passion; my time traveling fuel.

You are me. Yours is my body. Yours still feeds me vibrations created by the devine. To match my frequency. Blowing my mind.

My soul calls for you when you leave me. My soul told me it was you. It was true and we meant it.

My spikenard sings praises of blooming for you. Aromatherapy for you. It is true and we mean it.

We were planted for you. Our life began on the first day of Spring. My fruit fall with confidence. Landing in your hands complacently.

We have never trusted anyone so much.

I will trust in the heart of you. I know He and He we love so much. I Pledge Allegiance. Ba hashem Yahawashi Hamashiach.

©2019 KARDAYAH’S Soul

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Hands shaking; legs restless. And this is before your touch.

Mind racing; heart pounding. Boy it’s just too much.

Heavy breathing, light headed just from your touch. Time spent waiting anticipating; the moment that I would feel your touch.

Ru’aah exposed, to the One that she chose. Call Him forth. His force must embrace us.

Body whole, and my heart filled; with the tahing I needed so much. Questions answered and dreams made true. All because of your touch.

Just like I had dreamed and just for me. A little taste of your touch.

The story written, and the tale told. Inspired by your touch.

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Familiar sounds hurt my ears. Familiar scenes hurt my eyes. Familiar pain brings new fears. Familiar seclusion tells me to hide. Nothing from me you wish to hear. This place I recognize.
Can you hear my mind weeping? My thoughts spew out as screams accompanied by muffled cries. I’m not surprised.

Can you see me? Are you listening? Do you even care to try? I wear this grief and it consumes me to the point of sheer disbelief. I give in.

I’m pouring all of me into a basket with holes; hoping that one day someone would understand. Can you hear me? Give it another try. Would you care to understand? Do you see me crumbling? Do you hear me pleading? Can you see me standing here?…..

Tears rip through the seams of Tightly closed eyelids; familiar flashes take me away.
I Am Light. Can you see me? Do you see my importance in any way? Do you see that distance has become apart of me? Does it matter what I have to say? Can you at least try?

Words are smashed inside of my brain; never ever a break through. Never a finished thought makes it through the air. Familiar feelings push me into the background. Feelings of coming second to all; leave me memorized.

Confusion over takes the peace inside of me. Offending you in every way. I’m standing in the ring as you’re enemy. Why does it always feel this way?

Quite your roaring Lion! Realize that I am a beautiful melody. I stand as a series of notes yoked together. You’re the bass that completes my beat. Settle yourself so that you can hear me.

Heart in my hand growing older. Maybe you could hold it for me? Maybe you could prevent the massive erosion of everything that this life force holds inside. Are you listening? Familiar sounds make my ears hurt. Familiar scenes hurt my eyes.
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And never again will I fight for you. I won’t be the one who’s concerned. I won’t tell you how just thinking about the fullness of your lips I simply come undone. I won’t feel the rhythmic vibrations when you speak. I won’t feel the rush every time you touch me.

You won’t know how I would pepper your nose with kisses so sweet. Just because it’s a part of you! Then I’d kiss all of your faces as they present a deeper, truer you. I won’t shiver at the thought of your spellbinding eyes scanning my body from head to toe.

I won’t continue to give you honesty! I can’t tell you what is real. I can’t let you know that I want your friendship. Despite the ending score. That once you take me in your hands my curse would be undone.

I won’t tell you that you’d be a happy man. If I were listed as your plus one. I’m done showing you that the trust is there and knowledge is what I seek. I just wanna see the man that I feel. Can you please bring him back to me?

Even good friends see each other sad. I want to be introduce to the darker sides of you. You don’t have to be mine. I’m just explaining. But know this one thing that I share with you. The friend zone is a lonely one.

Why play this game? What is for real? I’m trying my best to see.  Where do I stand? Am I too much? Is there too much that you feel I really need?

Do you look at me and see the game carefully analyzed? Then notice that I look at you and see what may just be a important pawn? Are you afraid of me? Yea I know that I’m your home girl and you know you’re my homie.

So don’t stain my thoughts with passion. Don’t you dare stare at me. Don’t ask to touch this body. Friends are you and me.

I simply won’t perform the chase. When you WANT me then you’ll come and get me. When you have the best intentions and won’t rink of LIAR. I’ll then let you know what you’ve already known. I’ll give you your desires. I’ll give you a reason to even try. I’ll give you love Sire. But I’m not gonna tell you that.

©2019 Coretta Brewton